They used to tell me that friends come and go but family (Yeah) family is forever.
I lied to myself for years and years and years but one thing I admit, losing you was one of my biggest fears.
As I sit and watch everyone walk away, the ones I called my family have nothing left to say. You left me on the back burner to face the heat on my own. I guess it's true what they say you reap what you sow.
I've turned my back on my brothers and sisters who needed me there (needed me there) truth be told I needed you just as much as you ever needed me.
I left you to fend for yourself in a world that wanted you dead, now I'm buried alive with the thoughts inside of my head.
I need you, I need you now.
You had so much faith in me but I let you down. To the places we've been and the things that we've seen, you were my family. And when I needed you, you were no where to be found. I guess this is what I get when I turn my back, turn my back. What went wrong?
I can't change what's been done, as much as I wish I could. I was blind but now I can see, I know it's had to forget but please forgive me (Forgive me)
I've turned my back on my brothers and sisters who needed me there, truth be told I needed you just as much as you ever needed me.
I dug my grave.
My words are as empty as your grave, where I would have left you to lay.
To my family and friends and everyone I left out in the cold, I'd take it all back if i would have known not to believe what I was told.
I turned my back on the ones I love, hopeless with life, ashamed of me. Pushing and pulling, get this bullet out of my head. Reach in and grab me, pull me back to life.
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